Do you ever get to a point in your life when all you do FAILS? I have been there many times and I feel that I am there again. It seems that no matter how hard I try sometimes I just don't get anywhere.

I have a job that I truly hate but must remain there because it pays the bills. This job is wrecking me physical and emontionally. My back is bad, my shoulders are bad, and my knees are bad. I go to work every day and I get physically sick when I just think about going into that place. All because of the place I work. I have been there 17 years and I feel like I am stuck and there is no way out.

I am about to lose my car because I am behind on the payments. I was on medical leave and got $0 the whole time I was off. The place where I got the car doesn't care if I am dead or alive they want their money. Now mind you that is what they said to me. I have, repeatedly, told them over the last month to come pick up the car but yet they call every day about it. They want money I do not have and can not come up with. At least my nephew was nice enough to let me have his car. I am going to take over the payments on it. THANK YOU DON!!!!! He came through when I needed it.

I am behind on utility bills also. Some people think they have it bad because they don't have a lot of money but try no money for 2 months. I am trying to keep my head up through all this. I am feel like I am falling but I am hanging on hoping it gets better. Hanging on is part of life. You don't go distancing yourself from the people you love, or breaking up with the people you love either. Life is about choices and we made them so we live with them.